Category: Tarot card soul healing

The Veil has been Lifted

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After awakening from a near death experience

03/03/2021 “Look at this picture, can you see that face?” I asked excitedly. “Nope, I see a cloud” He responds annoyingly. “I told you, I don’t see the same things you see.” Errr… I thought. He never even takes the time to actually LOOK at it, he barely even shifts his eyes to catch a 2 second glimpse. If he only knew just how scared and utterly alone I felt right now, I’d like to think he’d try to help me understand what I’m experiencing so I didn’t feel so crazy, but he doesn’t. Matters of fact, he will be the very first person to point out the fact that I am, indeed, off my rocker and he finds sheer joy in taking the opportunity to tell me why I’m crazy and what I need to do in order to free myself from my heavy burden. “You gotta learn to control IT, not let IT control you.’ he clarifies for me, as if I haven’t already thought to try that. I’ve tried ignoring them, I’ve prayed and cleared the space and smudged and blasted “removing negitive energy from your home and subconscious” meditations for the last two months and they are still there, just watching, eyes everywhere. Even if I do manage to succeed in ignoring them for any ammount of time then it’s just because they are allowing me to, because when they want to show me something, when they want my attention, they make sure they get it by any means. If I’m reading somthing on my phone and they want me they will just come dancing through the lines between the sentences that I’m reading! I know when it’s about to happen because the background light on my phone gets real bright suddenly and it’s like a gate raised and here they come! It’s quite amusing actually. They show me the funniest visions sometimes because we are still learning to communicate and I can’t hear them right now, I only visionally see them so they act out the scene like actors performing in a play at school in order to make me understand the messages they are trying to give me. I feel so bad and I’m afraid they will get annoyed with me because even after watching their skit, sometimes I still can’t understand what they are trying to say. They never get frustrated tho, they just continue to act out the scene over and over with different scenarios. One of my favorites is when I’ve been up reading and I’m starting to get tired and I might accidentally nod off and catch myself, they come blasting through and act out the “nite, nite” scene where they play the “tucking your kid in bed at night” scene. That’s when I know they’re telling me to go to bed and get some sleep so I can read and actually comprehend what I’m reading tomorrow. Lol.

I’ve been seeing them for two months now and they have never done anything at all that has scared me or given me the impression that they were negitive energies. The only reason I have for assuming they could be is due to something I am ashamed to even admit… I go against everything I believe in by saying this and I feel horrible for it but the only reason I have for being afraid of them at all is due to the fact that they don’t look like what my mind imagined them to look like and where it’s so different it startles me is all. My entire life my mother taught me not to judge a book by it’s cover because what’s on the inside is what counts and through my “beings” actions they seem to be so loving and sweet but through outward appearance only I get anxiety and fear and that is so wrong of me. I have searched the internet and I have found plenty on the subject and I just want to say to always do your research before jumping to conclusions about things. I am a near death survivor and the veil seperateing the physical world from the spiritual world is very thin on me now and I live on the edge, right in the middle plane of the best of both worlds and I see, in my opinion, what I believe to be spiritual beings and entities and quite possibly extraterrestrial beings as well and I do believe that they are very much almost the exact same thing and I am telling this because the entire world is going through a cosmic shift and many people are beginning to “awaken” and become conscious of their environment and when they do they may see many unbelievable things that are going to cause them to question their sanity as well as everything they have ever been taught about life. I don’t know how so many things have managed to get so twisted and mingled throughout history but it has so if you happen to wake up one day and everything is different and nothing is like you thought it was going to be, DON’T PANIC! Thank God we have google so jump on there and start googling everything you are experiencing and I promise you will start finding answers. Luckily I’m also a tarot reader and our higher selves already know exactly everything we are going to go through and they have answers as well. So meditate, get in touch with your higher self, ask yourself what’s going on and wait, The answers you seek will soon find you. There are also many tarot readers out there and some are fairly priced and they would be eager and more than happy to help you if they are legit and sincere to their life purpose. Don’t fall for the scammers tho that charge out the ass and tell you that you have an evil hex on you that they can break or that you are about to win the lottery because they are FAKE! They can’t see that about you or I would already be rich and they only want your money. Honestly, there are alot of really good tarot readers and astrologists on youtube that would help you and I’ve also seen many on facebook as well. I, myself, read tarot and study Astrology and have been studying Numerology since I was 12 or 13 years old , back when I thought it was just a game found in the back of teen magazines. It turned out that it was not a game and is very much real and very useful and accurate and I believe it is going to become even more useful in days to come. I am by far no pro and there is always more to be learned in this niche but I would gladly help anyone that is confused and needs answers immediately. I still need answers too! Happy Awakening!

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Tarot spreads and questions

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Tarot Spreads
February 15, 2021

A List of Tarot Spreads and questions
to help you navigate the proper questions pertaining to the specific area in life you are seeking answers for to visually and vocally articulate the specific questions in order to gain deeper and more meaningful insights to get the most out of your tarot card reading.

1 The simplest of these tarot spreads, we recommend this for a quick diagnosis of the relationship dynamics amongst two people….
THREE CARD RELATIONSHIP SPREAD
1. You – What is your role in this relationship? How do you perceive yourself, and how does that affect your partnership?
2. Lover / Partner – What is their role in the relationship? How do you perceive your partner? And how does that affect the partnership?
3. Dynamics – How would you describe this relationship? What are the characteristics of it?

2 This tarot spread focuses completely on the dynamics between two partners, and analyzes different aspects of your relationship that might be points of contention or unification.
COMPATIBILITY LOVE SPREAD
1. Your wants – What are you looking for in a relationship? What do you need from the relationship to consider it successful?
2. Partner’s wants – What does your partner want in a relationship? What would they need for it to be successful?
3. Differences – In what parts of life do you two find differences? What are possible points of disagreement?
4. Similarities – Where in life do you find similarities? What brings you together?
5. Emotional Compatibility – How compatible are you emotionally?
6. Physical Compatibility – How compatible are you physically? How would you characterize your physical relationship?
7. Mental Compatibility – How compatible are you mentally? Do you find similar things to be intellectually stimulating

3 This is similar to the 3-card love tarot spread, but aims to give more detail on how the relationship has developed over time, and what the direction of your relationship is if it follows its current trajectory. Instead of having a single card in the middle, draw 3 cards from top to bottom in the middle.

5 CARD CROSS SPREAD
Your role – What is your role in your partnership?
Partner’s role – What is your partner’s role?
Past foundation – What was the foundation of your relationship? How did you two come together? What initially united you?
Present status – What is the current state of your relationship? What dynamics are currently in place?
Looming future – Where is this relationship going? What kind of feelings / partnership can you expect to develop together

4 DREAM SPREAD
This 5 card tarot spread is one of the most effective spreads for getting as much insight as possible into your dreams while still keeping the number of cards at a reasonable number. There are other spreads that use fewer cards or more cards, but a five card spread is a good middle ground, especially if you’re a tarot beginner. This spread will focus on what is at the core of your dreams, and the message that it is trying to convey to you.

The 5 card DREAM tarot spread is as follows:

Past Event – What is the background or context for this dream? What recently happened that made this dream come up?
Dream Theme – What is this dream focusing on? Is it a warning? Is it encouragement?
Waking Life Block – What prevents you from addressing the dream’s message in your waking life?
Message – What is the dream trying to tell you? What advice is being offered?
Lesson – What can you learn from this dream? What can you do better? What can you do to address the dream in waking life


5 Finding New Love Tarot Spreads, we’re looking at that exploratory phase of love, which can be both incredibly exciting and stressful. Our dating lives are getting ever more complex, even as our options to meet new people seem to multiply every day. And arguably it makes it that much harder to find someone that we truly connect with. The decisions on who we take with us for the long haul seem to sometimes be so out of reach.

Are You Ready for Love Tarot Spread
Are you ready for new love tarot spread – 6 card tarot spread for new relationships and self insight..

One of the most tempting things to do when we leave one relationship is to jump immediately to another. I’ve also met enough people in my lifetime that were terrified of being alone (an understandable fear!), leading them to lives of serial monogamy. While everyone’s situation is unique, I did sometimes wonder whether this was a healthy attitude to take.

It’s important for us to feel whole before we meet someone, not enter a relationship in order to feel complete. You cannot have a healthy relationship with another without having a healthy relationship with yourself. Thus, I feel like doing a reading of this sort is incredibly important to understand that nexus around which a healthy relationship evolves. This spread was created to give you that approach while simultaneously focusing on how it affects your romantic life.

ARE YOU READY FOR LOVE?

What you want in love – What does it mean to you? Why are you searching for it? What is your ideal kind of love?
What you learnt from love – What lesson did you take away from your prior relationships? How did past experiences in love give you more wisdom?
What holds you back from love – What must you accomplish before love comes to you? Before it holds true?
Readiness of your heart – Is your heart ready? Does it still belong to another?
Readiness of your mind – Is your mind ready? What objections does it bring? Does it fear being hurt again?
Readiness of your spirit – Is your spirit ready? How does your higher self respond to love?


Finding Love Relationship Tarot Spread
Finding new love tarot spread – 5 card tarot spread for new relationships and self insight.! There’s something so fun about imagining what a new kind of love can look like, and what we can bring to it. This spread was meant to help you think through those possibilities – maybe even in places where you might have not thought about. One thing I should probably note here – I don’t believe in telling the future with tarot. To me, this spread is all about bringing you a new vision of what your future loves could be like. That perspective is powerful, and is enough to help your search and open your eyes to what may already be in front of you..

FINDING LOVE

Your readiness – A bit of a summary of the last reading. When this love comes, will you be ready to face it? Or will you be surprised by it?
Lover’s characteristics – What will they be like? What are their most striking features?
How you will meet – In what circumstances will you meet your new lover?
Characteristics of relationship – What is the dynamic of this relationship? How do you connect?
5. Potential of relationship – Where is this relationship going? What can it look like?


WHAT WENT WRONG SPREAD..
YOUR part of the problem.
Partners part of the problem.
What you can do.
What your partner can do.
Other influences that might be affecting the relationship
Can it be saved?
Is it worth saving?


STAY OR GO SPREAD

Current state of relationship
Why stay. What drew you together in the first place?
Why go? What is lacking that would fulfill you
How I’ll feel staying
How I’ll feel going
Overall advise, What to examine to help you make your final decision/ what principal’s will guide your choice in staying or leaving.


This is just a few spreads and questions among many others out there to maybe aid you in accurately phrasing your questions to the tarot because the way we phrase the questions really does determine what kind of answer we will receive. If
More to come. LOVE, CHERRY MOON

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I am the queen of pentacles

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Birthday tarot cards

The Queen of pentacles, that is me. The down to earth motherly figure who guides and teaches her children and pupils by telling them NOT what to do, but by explaining to them what she did that DID NOT WORK. She has experienced life’s ups and downs, she has treaded waters in which angels would not dare to tread. She has taken the wrong path too many times to mention, but she has faced her demons and she has fought tooth and nail to get back on the right path. She has loved and she has lost, she has had plenty and she has had none. She has been humbled by life’s rich dark chocolate experiences and she cherishes every single hard earned creature comfort and relationship she has fought so hard to maintain. She knows life is a gift and it is fragile. She has looked death straight in the eye, but like the sphinx she rose from the ashes, from the deep dark abyss of despair and she won that battle! She transformed herself into the strong, beautiful, loving, appreciative moon goddess that she is today. She knows that she is blessed by the stars beyond comparison, beyond anything she ever felt worthy of, but she loves herself now, she might not have before but now she knows who she is. She learned that you must love and respect yourself first before anyone else can and she demands love and respect from others in return. She will not tolerate disrespect. She is not ashamed. She wears her heart on her sleeve and is an open book for anyone to read. She hides nothing from anyone and encourages you to ask her questions so that you might learn her history and see how she transformed darkness into light and rose above her challenges and tragedies and she is still kind and loving and manages to smile and laugh after all she has been through. She’s a little guarded but never hard, she is kind but she is not weak by far. She is generous yet streetsmart so don’t try to take advantage of her. She wears her battle scars like trophies to show that she has won, she survived. She will not let life break her and she will show you the way out of your darkness. She is strong, she is the Queen of Pentacles and she is I. Cherry Moon

Healing After the Tower Falls

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I am Cherry Moon. This is my alter ego that I am operating in while the real me heals.

   Quite a life I have lived, full of turmoil, chaos, and sudden endings. I have made my share of mistakes in this incarnation and I have paid a high price for them but the most important thing is that I have learned from my mistakes and I will spend the rest of my life making up for the damage I have caused.

  You can’t go back. Once the decision is made and you open that door, the other door closes up tightly behind you. The decisions you make are now the very essence of your existence. We must remember that as we journey through life making rash, poorly thought out decisions without taking a step back to consider all the consequences.

  I know all too well from personal experience and I am broken inside from it. We are given this beautiful opportunity as we begin our journey into creation. Boundless opportunities and paths arise that we can pick and choose from. Beautiful, creative ideas that we can bring into fruitation… so why do so many of us end up choosing the wrong path? Why do we sale ourselves short and choose chaos and self destructive tendencies over a more mundane simpler life? Why do we rebel against the very thing that tries to protect us? Why do some of us think that in order to be “cool” we have to break all the rules?

I’m on a soul searching journey trying to find the answers to that million dollar question. Why do we harm ourselves then expect to receive happiness? My tower fell and I mean fell big time! I have lost it all, my family, the love of my life, my sanity, and I am dealing with it on my own, the best way that I know how. I am filling my days with endless studies, and turning my pain into poetry and learning about spirituality and how everything in the universe is connected and happening in divine timing and I have found that if you get off course with your soul’s path, the universe will do anything it takes to get you back on that path. I have learned alot and I’m learning more everyday. I am using this site to write about what I’ve learned and to write down my feelings about what has happened. I’ve been healing for a year now and I have notebooks full of the many different things I have learned along the way. My hopes are that maybe it will help someone some day if they ever find themselves in my situation. I have alot of information about tarot cards, astrology and numerology because honestly, tarot cards are what got me through these dark times. Many people think that tarot cards are dark and evil themselves but they are not. I hope that you will read into them a little bit before you judge them. They really have been my saving grace. So here’s my story and what I’ve done over the past year since January 25, 2020. The day my tower fell and my entire life changed forever.

Part of my story

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My tower was built on faulty foundation and I had no idea. I loved it so much tho,  it was my happy place, my home. I had never felt more safe and loved anywhere else or with anyone else in the world, so naturally, when it fell, my entire world came crashing down around me and I had no idea where to start to even begin putting myself back together again. Thankfully I stumbled across pick a card tarot reading on youtube which helped me begin my healing process.

   It’s been nearly a year now since my life fell to shambles. A year exactly next month, January 25th. A day I can barely remember yet a day I never will forget. It was Saturday and  the day after payday.  I don’t remember much of that day until around 11 PM when I woke up in the middle of crawling up on the bed dazed and confused wondering what the hell happened. I knew what had  happened tho and I was so angry and disappointed in myself for allowing it to happen again. My first thought was of Jay, my fiancee. Where was he at and I gotta get to him and wake him up. I saw sombody out of the corner of my eye as I looked to my left I saw Jay lying in the floor. He was up on his knees like he had been praying  but his face was resting on his hands which were folded in front of him face downwards and butt in the air. I thought “oh shit” I hoped no one had opened the door and saw us in this condition but before I could finish that thought I saw a figure out of the corner of my eyes, I looked back and saw two men standing in the door way and my thoughts switched into “oh shit, we’re gonna get kicked out!” Then I heard one of them yell “She’s up, but he’s gone.”  She’s up, but he’s gone. Surely I didn’t hear him right. No, there’s no way that this is happening right now. I accidentally passed out and my fiance, my best friend, my heart, died and now I had to deal with it for the rest of my life and face his family knowing they would probably blame me. God, why? Why did I have to fall asleep? How did I fall asleep? I knew in my heart as soon as I came through that this couldn’t be good because I never pass out like that. I’m always alert enough to make sure Jay stays alive because I’ve seen him in some pretty BAD shapes. Something was not right at all and now I’m possibly going to be in some major trouble for it.

What I remember of that Saturday night is the paramedics telling me to come on and go with them so we could talk and as I started to rise up off the bed an excruciating pain hit me in my left leg. I couldn’t get up and walk I told them, Something was wrong with my leg. “Well you’re gonna walk” the EMT told me as he and his partner each picked me up from under each one of my arms and dragged me through the house and out the front door into the ambulance. As they dragged my limp body all I could do was cry and repeat I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, as I looked back at his cousin and his cousins wife sitting on the couch in their living room. He was watching TV and she was frantically folding laundry. My heart was broken from not only my loss of Jay but also because I knew how much his cousin loved him. He was like his brother and was definitely his best friend and I knew he was crushed and would never be the same just as I would never be. Along the ride to the hospital I remember bits and pieces, I remember the EMT telling me he administered 2 shots of Narcan to bring me back. I felt like the scum of the earth. I must have fallen in and out of consciousness because the next thing I remember I was being wheeled into the emergency room in a bed and I saw my sister standing there. She was already bawling when she saw me and I just broke down and said “Jay died, Sis” and we both just fell apart. I hate that I put her through that nightmare because we had already buried our mom and brother 10 years prior to the exact same conditions so I know she was already prepared for the worst. I have no idea how she got from Pigeon forge to Jefferson city hospital that fast and I don’t know who even called her but I was grateful because I had never felt more alone in my life. Jay was all I had and he was gone and never coming back. Now it was interegation time.

The drs entered the room and began checking me and doing what they do and my leg was still messed up. It’s like it went to sleep and wasn’t waking up. It didn’t have that pins and needles feeling or anything, it just felt like it wasn’t even there until they tried to lift or move it and then it felt like  they were ripping it off! Once they finally cut my pants off we saw it was swollen up 2 times it’s original size.(Back to that in a bit) The Dr kept asking me questions as he worked on me and I answered them as honestly as I could, I was already in trouble so it didn’t really make a difference at this point. I told him Jay had gotten paid and on pay day we liked to get a pain pill because that’s what we did. We had both struggled most of our lives from opiate addiction but we had cut back from doing them everyday to only doing them maybe once or twice a month on his pay day… Except only now we weren’t taking pain pills because it became so difficult to find them and the only thing you could find now was dirty, cheap, heroin. Something neither one of us was excited about taking but when it’s all that you can get I guess you tend to settle for it. God, I wish I had been a stricter girlfriend and said no, we’re not doing that. The Dr kept going back to the beginning of the story and asking me over and over when we got it and what day we got it. I kept saying today when he got in from work we went back out and got it. He shook his head and said “and this was Friday when you got it after work?” I said yes, annoyingly, because I felt he wasn’t believing my story. Then he brought it to my attention that we couldn’t have gotten it today, on pay day because today was not Friday, his payday, today was in fact Saturday, Saturday night around midnight to be exact and an entire day had passed by where I had no clue to the events that might’ve  played out in an entire 24 hour period. Were we passed out that entire day since the night before? Did we party up way too much? What the hell was going on?

I was rushed into surgery to have fluid drained off of my leg. It was determined that we probably laid there passed out for at least 12 hours without moving or being noticed. They said I had compartment syndrome in my leg from passing out in a weird position and cutting circulation off from my leg for too long and was now at risk of losing it. Long story short, after surgery leaving me with a scar from ankle to thigh and a month in the hospital it was found that the heroin we had gotten contained enough fentynal in it to kill a small horse. Tho I wouldn’t walk for another 6 months and carried this scar, it was only a miracle that I even survived at all. Something was definitely watching out for me, The Star, Healing, Faith, Blessed by the stars.