Healing After the Tower Falls

I am Cherry Moon. This is my alter ego that I am operating in while the real me heals.

   Quite a life I have lived, full of turmoil, chaos, and sudden endings. I have made my share of mistakes in this incarnation and I have paid a high price for them but the most important thing is that I have learned from my mistakes and I will spend the rest of my life making up for the damage I have caused.

  You can’t go back. Once the decision is made and you open that door, the other door closes up tightly behind you. The decisions you make are now the very essence of your existence. We must remember that as we journey through life making rash, poorly thought out decisions without taking a step back to consider all the consequences.

  I know all too well from personal experience and I am broken inside from it. We are given this beautiful opportunity as we begin our journey into creation. Boundless opportunities and paths arise that we can pick and choose from. Beautiful, creative ideas that we can bring into fruitation… so why do so many of us end up choosing the wrong path? Why do we sale ourselves short and choose chaos and self destructive tendencies over a more mundane simpler life? Why do we rebel against the very thing that tries to protect us? Why do some of us think that in order to be “cool” we have to break all the rules?

I’m on a soul searching journey trying to find the answers to that million dollar question. Why do we harm ourselves then expect to receive happiness? My tower fell and I mean fell big time! I have lost it all, my family, the love of my life, my sanity, and I am dealing with it on my own, the best way that I know how. I am filling my days with endless studies, and turning my pain into poetry and learning about spirituality and how everything in the universe is connected and happening in divine timing and I have found that if you get off course with your soul’s path, the universe will do anything it takes to get you back on that path. I have learned alot and I’m learning more everyday. I am using this site to write about what I’ve learned and to write down my feelings about what has happened. I’ve been healing for a year now and I have notebooks full of the many different things I have learned along the way. My hopes are that maybe it will help someone some day if they ever find themselves in my situation. I have alot of information about tarot cards, astrology and numerology because honestly, tarot cards are what got me through these dark times. Many people think that tarot cards are dark and evil themselves but they are not. I hope that you will read into them a little bit before you judge them. They really have been my saving grace. So here’s my story and what I’ve done over the past year since January 25, 2020. The day my tower fell and my entire life changed forever.

Numerology helped me align with my souls purpose

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Ever feel like you are stagnant in life? Stuck at a soul sucking, dead end job that makes you feel like you’re slowly dying inside and life is just passing you by? I was. I had lost all faith, I wasn’t living, I was just existing and unhappy and I knew there had to be something else. Something for ME that would fulfill my soul and occupy my ever wondering mind and curiosity from being a life path 5 (like Janis Joplin) and a soul urge 7 ( like Morgan Freeman) and I’m so thankful I found it,  It’s called…Numerology.

“What do your numbers say about you?”

Numerology: The soul code

Using the letters of your name, and each letters numerical value can help you figure out your life purpose as well as how others perceive you. You will discover your likes and dislikes, some you possibly didn’t even know you had. The best way to figure out your soul’s journey is to figure out who you are first. Numerology helps you discover this. (🎶 Getting to know you, getting to know all about you.. music fading🎶)

The first thing you do is grab a pen and paper and write down your full name at birth (first, middle, last) and your birthday. We will use the Pythagorean index to break down your numbers. (Chart below)

To find out your Life Path number just add up the numbers in your birthdate diagonally across. If you come out to a double digits number simply add those 2 numbers straight across to come out to a single digit number 1 to 9. If you get an 11, 22, 33 etc. Don’t reduce them any further because those are considered master numbers and carry a special meaning of their own. For example if your birthday is April 26, 1982 then you would write      4+2+6+1+9+8+2=32  3+2=5.   So your life path would be a 5. 

This is a short list of what each number means but no where near the complete description. For a more descriptive meaning check out my site where I have each numbers meaning posted there plus some other cool meanings about each number that might come in handy in your love life. (Hubba Hubba)

Life path Number 1
A person with life path number 1 will be more creative and confident. He or she will possess many talents and will have better communication skills. One is also proud, is always competitive, and stands upright. Inventors and people who are pioneers usually have a life path number 1. Life path Number 2
A spiritual or mystic person falls into this category. This number is associated with people sensitive to their life always aware and tendency to become a writer. They are lovable. They are usually intuitive and never judge people Life path Number 3
Someone with a heartfelt desire to help people and inspire others. They always express themselves in forms of singing and writing and performing too Life path Number 4
Managerial qualities are associated with number 4, those with fatherly nature whose priority is security and family are usually linked with this number. They expect loyalty and honestly and do the same. They always strive harder in life. Life path Number 5
Those who enjoy life no matter what and are optimistic. They always strive for change and are independent. People with life path number 5 usually are on the highest range of their number vibrations Life path Number 6
Literature students mostly have a number 6, they usually have a knack for arts, music, colors, etc. They are more sensitive to harmony and beauty. They are immersed in thoughts about themselves and others and are very altruistic in nature. They seek a romantic relationship and are very true to their partners. Life path Number 7
Those who meditate or connected deeply with nature. They have this innate curiosity about life and are always in learning till the farthest extent. They possess the ability to become one with nature and always have faith and trust Life path Number 8
A person with life path number 8 has the abilities of a leader or an organizer. They have power all in their nature. Life path Number 9
Counselors and teachers usually have life path number 9. They can translate a complex and intricate set of information into simpler terms and easily understood by others. They convey it like no other can.