The Flyer’s aka shadow people

Anyone in the midst of awakening should read this. I know it to be true, sadly.

Article from House of the Sun

Predators of Humanity,


“You have arrived, by your effort alone, to what the shamans of ancient Mexico called the topic of topics. I have been beating around the bush all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us prisoner. Indeed we are held prisoner! This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of ancient Mexico.”



When your soul finally awakes, and starts to become more aware of one’s environment, and of oneself, then the first step is made on what we call the spiritual path. It is a path of discovery. Initially it is about what life is about and the identity of oneself in this grand scheme of creation. It is all about awareness. Becoming aware of “Who am I?”, “What am I doing here?” and “Where am I going to?” At a certain point the spiritual seeker always hit a certain stumbling block. Some insidious external force is relentlessly opposing spiritual progress. Traditionally it was blamed on ill-defined, malevolent beings like demons and devils. Almost all mystics have encountered them. These beings are real, and people in the past knew they existed, but did not understand who they were. When we look at the same phenomenon in modern times, we see that almost everyone who is on the spiritual path, who is psychic or has spiritual gifts, always has the same disturbing interference from beings who are very cunning but destructive to the spiritual progress of those people. We have finally gained a greater understanding of who those malevolent beings are and how they operate. They are a certain group of alien beings who have been present on this planet for a long time, and who are very good at opposing our spiritual progress. I have talked about this in several articles in my section of The Extraterrestrial Presence on Earth.

Although humanity in general has since long being ignorant about this alien controlling force over the human mind, there were some people, usually shamans who were able to see through the deception, and became aware about what is really going on, on this planet. It is very important to understand this, because every spiritual seeker will hit this road block, and he will have to deal with this external force, before he can further advance on his spiritual path.

The following is an interesting illustration from the point of view of shamans, taken from the book The Active Side of Infinity by Carlos Castaneda (Harper Perennial, 1999). Read it carefully, because there is a lot of important information in this text. Castaneda talks about this external force as an energetic influence. He does not mention any physical beings who are the source of it. However, when you are acquainted with who the alien group is that is holding its grip over humanity, you know that they rarely intervene physically, and that they are masters of energy and mind manipulation, and can also move around easily in what we usually term the astral dimensions. So, they are easily mistaken for just spiritual beings.

The consequences of becoming aware of deliberate veiling and manipulation of the human mind, and thus one’s own mind, are profound. Once you become aware of it, there is no turning back. You will have to deal with it.



Don Juan said,
“This is the appropriate time of day for doing what I am asking you to do. It takes a moment to engage the necessary attention to do it. Don’t stop until you catch that fleeting black shadow.”
I did see some strange fleeting black shadow projected on the foliage of the trees. It was either a shadow going back and forth or various fleeting shadows moving side-to-side or straight up in the air.
They looked like a fat black fish to me, enormous fish. It was as if gigantic swordfish were flying in the air. I was engrossed in the sight. Then, finally, it scared me. It became to dark to see the foliage, yet I could still see the fleeting black shadows.
“What is it, don Juan?” I asked.
“Long ago, the native sorcerer/shamans of Mexico discovered that we have a companion for life,” he said, as clearly as he could.
“We have a predator that came from the depths of the cosmos, and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The predator is our lord and master. It has rendered us docile; helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we don’t do so.”
It was very dark around us, and that seemed to curtail any expression on my part. If it had been daylight, I would have laughed my head off. In the dark, I felt quite inhibited.
“It’s pitch black around us,” don Juan said, “but if you look out of the corner of your eye, you will still see fleeting shadows jumping all around you.”
He was right. I could still see them.
Their movement made me dizzy. Don Juan turned on the light, and that seemed to dissipate everything. Don Juan said,
“You have arrived, by your effort alone, to what the shamans of ancient Mexico called the topic of topics. I have been beating around the bush all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us prisoner. Indeed we are held prisoner! This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of ancient Mexico.”
“Why has this predator taken over in the fashion that you’re describing, don Juan?” I asked. “There must be a logical explanation.”
“There is an explanation,” don Juan replied, “which is the simplest explanation in the world. They took over because we are food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. Just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, gallineros, the predators rear us in human coops, humaneros. Therefore, their food is always available to them.”
I felt that my head was shaking violently from side to side. I could not express my profound sense of unease and discontentment, but my body moved to bring it to the surface. I shook from head to toe without any volition on my part. I heard myself saying,
“No, no, no, no. This is absurd, don Juan. What you’re saying is something monstrous. It simply can’t be true, for sorcerers, or for average men, or for anyone.”
“Why not?” don Juan asked calmly. “Why not? Because it infuriates you?””Yes, it infuriates me,” I retorted. “Those claims are monstrous!”
“Well,” he said, “you haven’t heard all the claims yet. Wait a bit longer and see how you feel.”
“I’m going to subject you to a blitz. That is, I’m going to subject your mind to tremendous onslaughts; and you cannot get up and leave because you’re caught. Not because I’m holding you prisoner, but because something in you will prevent you from leaving while another part of you is going to go truthfully berserk. So brace yourself!”
There was something in me which I felt was a ‘glutton for punishment’. He was right. I wouldn’t have left the house for the world; and yet I didn’t like one bit the inanities he was spouting.
Don Juan said,
“I want to appeal to your analytical mind. Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the contradiction between the intelligence of man the engineer, and the stupidity of his systems of beliefs; or the stupidity of his contradictory behavior.
Sorcerers believe that the predators have given us our systems of beliefs; our ideas of good and evil; our social mores. The predators are the ones who set up our hopes and expectations, and dreams of success or failure. They have given us covetousness, greed, and cowardice. It is the predators who make us complacent, routinary, and egomaniacal.”
“But how can they do this, don Juan?” I asked, somehow angered further by what he was saying. “Do they whisper all that in our ears while we are asleep?”
“No, they don’t do it that way. That’s idiotic!” don Juan said, smiling. “They are infinitely more efficient and organized than that. In order to keep us obedient, meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a stupendous maneuver – stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist; a horrendous maneuver from the point of view of those who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators give us their mind which becomes our mind. The predators’ mind is baroque, contradictory, morose, and filled with the fear of being discovered any minute now.
“I know that even though you have never suffered hunger,” he went on, “you have food anxiety which is none other than the anxiety of the predator who fears that any moment now its maneuver is going to be uncovered, and its food is going to be denied. Through the mind, which after all is their mind, the predators inject into the lives of human beings whatever is convenient for them. The predators ensure in this manner a degree of security to act as a buffer against their fear.”
“It’s not that I can’t accept all this at face value, don Juan,” I said. “I could, but there’s something so odious about it that it actually repels me. It forces me to take a contradictory stand. “If it’s true that they eat us, how do they do it?”
Don Juan had a broad smile on his face. He was as pleased as punch. He explained that sorcerers see infant human beings as strange, luminous balls of energy covered from the top to the bottom with a glowing coat, something like a plastic cover that is adjusted tightly over their cocoon of energy.
He said that that glowing coat of awareness was what the predators consumed, and that when a human being reached adulthood, all that was left of that glowing coat of awareness was a narrow fringe that went from the ground to the top of the toes. That fringe permitted mankind to continue living, but only barely.
As if I were in a dream, I heard don Juan explaining that, to his knowledge, man was the only species that had the glowing coat of awareness outside that luminous cocoon.
Therefore, he became easy prey for an awareness of a different order; such as the heavy awareness of the predator. He then made the most damaging statement he had made so far. He said that this narrow fringe of awareness was the epicenter of self-reflection where man was irremediably caught. By playing on our self-reflection, which is the only point of awareness left to us, the predators create flares of awareness that they proceed to consume in a ruthless, predatory fashion.
They give us inane problems that force those flares of awareness to rise, and in this manner they keep us alive in order for them to be fed with the energetic flare of our pseudo-concerns. There must have been something in what don Juan was saying which was so devastating to me that at that point I actually got sick to my stomach. After a moment’s pause long enough for me to recover, I asked don Juan,
“But why is it that the sorcerers of ancient Mexico and all sorcerers today, although they see the predators, don’t do anything about it?”
“There’s nothing that you and I can do about it,” don Juan said in a grave, sad voice. “All we can do is discipline ourselves to the point where they will not touch us.
“How can you ask your fellow men to go through those rigors of discipline? They’ll laugh and make fun of you; and the more aggressive ones will beat the shit out of you… and not so much because they don’t believe it. Down in the depths of every human being, there is an ancestral, visceral knowledge about the predators’ existence.”
My analytical mind swung back and forth like a yo-yo. It left me and came back, and left me and came back again. Whatever don Juan was proposing was preposterous, incredible. At the same time, it was a most reasonable thing; so simple. It explained every kind of human contradiction I could think of.
But how could one have taken all this seriously? Don Juan was pushing me into the path of an avalanche that would take me down forever. I felt another wave of a threatening sensation. The wave didn’t stem from me, yet it was attached to me. Don Juan was doing something to me, mysteriously positive and terribly negative at the same time. I sensed it as an attempt to cut a thin film that seemed to be glued to me.
His eyes were fixed on mine in an unblinking stare. He moved his eyes away, and began to talk without looking at me anymore.
“Whenever doubts plague you to a dangerous point,” he said, “do something pragmatic about it. Turn off the light. Pierce the darkness; find out what you can see.”
He got up to turn off the lights.
I stopped him.
“No, no, don Juan,” I said, “don’t turn off the lights. I’m doing okay.”
What I felt then was a most unusual, for me, fear of the darkness. The mere thought of it made me pant.
I definitely knew something viscerally, but I wouldn’t dare touch it, or bring it to the surface, not in a million years!
“You saw the fleeting shadows against the trees,” don Juan said, sitting back against his chair.
“That’s pretty good. I’d like you to see them inside this room. You’re not seeing anything. You’re just merely catching fleeting images. You have enough energy for that.”
I feared that don Juan would get up anyway and turn off the lights, which he did. Two seconds later, I was screaming my head off. Not only did I catch a glimpse of those fleeting images, I heard them buzzing by my ears.
Don Juan doubled up with laughter as he turned on the lights.
“What a temperamental fellow!” he said. “A total disbeliever, on the one hand; and a total pragmatist on the other. You must arrange this internal fight, otherwise you’re going to swell up like a big toad and burst.”
Don Juan kept on pushing his barb deeper and deeper into me.
“The sorcerers of ancient Mexico,” he said, “saw the predator. They called it the flyer because it leaps through the air. It is not a pretty sight. It is a big shadow, impenetrably dark, a black shadow that jumps through the air. Then, it lands flat on the ground.”
“The sorcerers of ancient Mexico were quite ill at ease with the idea of when it made its appearance on Earth. They reasoned that man must have been a complete being at one point, with stupendous insights and feats of awareness that are mythological legends nowadays. And then everything seems to disappear, and we have now a sedated man.”
I wanted to get angry and call him a paranoiac, but somehow the righteousness that was usually just underneath the surface of my being wasn’t there. Something in me was beyond the point of asking myself my favorite question: What if all that he said is true? At the moment he was talking to me that night, in my heart of hearts, I felt that all of what he was saying was true, but at the same time and with equal force, I felt that all that he was saying was absurdity itself.
“What are you saying, don Juan?” I asked feebly. My throat was constricted. I could hardly breathe. “What I’m saying is that what we have against us is not a simple predator. It is very smart and organized. It follows a methodical system to render us useless. Man, the magical being that he is destined to be, is no longer magical. He’s an average piece of meat.
There are no more dreams for man but the dreams of an animal who is being raised to become a piece of meat: trite, conventional, imbecilic.”
Don Juan’s words were eliciting a strange, bodily reaction in me comparable to the sensation of nausea. It was as if I were going to get sick to my stomach again. But the nausea was coming from the bottom of my being, from the marrow of my bones. I convulsed involuntarily. Don Juan shook me by the shoulders forcefully. I felt my neck wobbling back and forth under the impact of his grip. The maneuver calmed me down at once.
I felt more in control.
“This predator,” don Juan said, “which, of course, is an inorganic being, is not altogether invisible to us as other inorganic beings are. I think as children we do see it, but we decide it’s so horrific that we don’t want to think about it. Children, of course, could insist on focusing on the sight, but everybody else around them dissuades them from doing so.
The only alternative left for mankind is discipline. Discipline is the only deterrent. But by discipline I don’t mean harsh routines. I don’t mean waking up every morning at five-thirty and throwing cold water on yourself until you’re blue. Sorcerers understand discipline as the capacity to face with serenity odds that are not included in our expectations.
For sorcerers, discipline is an art; the art of facing infinity without flinching; not because they are strong and tough, but because they are filled with awe.”
“In what way would the sorcerers’ discipline be a deterrent to the flyers?” I asked.
Don Juan scrutinized my face as if to discover any signs of my disbelief.
He said,
“Sorcerers say that discipline makes the glowing coat of awareness unpalatable to the flyer.
The result is that the predators become bewildered. An inedible glowing coat of awareness is not part of their cognition, I suppose. After being bewildered, they don’t have any recourse other than refraining from continuing their nefarious task. If the predators don’t eat our glowing coat of awareness for a while, it will keep on growing.
“Simplifying this matter to the extreme, I can say that sorcerers, by means of their discipline, push the predators away long enough to allow their glowing coat of awareness to grow beyond the level of the toes. Once it goes beyond the level of the toes, it grows back to its natural size.
The sorcerers of ancient Mexico used to say that the glowing coat of awareness is like a tree. If it is not pruned, it grows to its natural size and volume. As awareness reaches levels higher than the toes, tremendous maneuvers of perception become a matter of course.
“The grand trick of those sorcerers of ancient times was to burden the flyers’ mind with discipline. Sorcerers found out that if they taxed the flyers’ mind with inner silence, the foreign installation would flee, and give any one of the practitioners involved in this maneuver the total certainty of the mind’s foreign origin.
The [alien mind control of these creatures] comes back, I assure you, but not as strong; and a process begins in which the fleeing of the flyers’ mind becomes routine until one day it flees permanently.
“That’s the day when you have to rely on your own devices which are nearly zero. A sad day indeed! There’s no one to tell you what to do. There’s no mind of foreign origin to dictate the imbecilities you’re accustomed to. My teacher, the nagual Julian, used to warn all his disciples that this was the toughest day in a sorcerer’s life for the real mind that belongs to us. The sum total of our experience after a lifetime of domination has been rendered shy, insecure, and shifty.
Personally, I would say that the real battle of sorcerers begins at that moment. The rest is merely preparation.”
I became genuinely agitated. I wanted to know more, and yet a strange feeling in me clamored for me to stop. It alluded to dark results and punishment, something like the wrath of God descending on me for tampering with something veiled by God himself.
I made a supreme effort to allow my curiosity to win. I heard myself say,
“What-what-what do you mean, by taxing the flyers’ mind?”
“Discipline taxes the foreign mind no end,” he replied. “So, through their discipline, sorcerers vanquish the foreign installation.”
I was overwhelmed by his statements. I believed that don Juan was either certifiably insane or that he was telling me something so awesome that it froze everything in me. I noticed, however how quickly I rallied my energy to deny everything he had said.
After an instant of panic, I began to laugh, as if don Juan had told me a joke. I even heard myself saying,
“Don Juan, don Juan, you’re incorrigible!”
Don Juan seemed to understand everything I was experiencing. He shook his head from side to side, and raised his eyes to the heavens in a gesture of mock despair.
He said,
“I am so incorrigible, that I am going to give the flyers’ mind which you carry inside you one more jolt. I am going to reveal to you one of the most extraordinary secrets of sorcery. I am going to describe to you a finding that took sorcerers thousands of years to verify and consolidate.”
He looked at me, smiled maliciously, and said,
“The flyers’ mind flees forever when a sorcerer succeeds in grabbing on to the vibrating force that holds us together as a conglomerate of energy fields. If a sorcerer maintains that pressure long enough, the flyers’ mind flees in defeat. And that’s exactly what you are going to do; hold on to the energy that binds you together.”
I had the most inexplicable reaction I could have imagined. Something in me actually shook, as if it had received a jolt. I entered into a state of unwarranted fear, which I immediately associated with my religious background. Don Juan looked at me from head to toe.
“You are fearing the wrath of God, aren’t you?” he said. “Rest assured, that’s not your fear. It’s the flyers’ fear, because it knows that you will do exactly as I’m telling you.”
His words did not calm me at all. I felt worse.
I was actually convulsing involuntarily, and I had no means to stop it.
“Don’t worry,” don Juan said calmly. “I know for a fact that those attacks wear off very quickly. The flyer’s mind has no concentration whatsoever.”
After a moment, everything stopped as don Juan had predicted.
To say again that I was bewildered is a euphemism. This was the first time in my life ever, with don Juan or alone, that I didn’t know whether I was coming or going. I wanted to get out of the chair and walk around, but I was deathly afraid. I was filled with rational assertions, and at the same time I was filled with an infantile fear.
I began to breathe deeply as a cold perspiration covered my entire body. I had somehow unleashed on myself a most godawful sight: black, fleeting shadows jumping all around me wherever I turned.
I closed my eyes and rested my head on the arm of the stuffed chair.
“I don’t know which way to turn, don Juan,” I said.”Tonight, you have really succeeded in getting me lost.” Don Juan said, “You’re being torn by an internal struggle. Down in the depths of you, you know that you are incapable of refusing the agreement that an indispensable part of you, your glowing coat of awareness, is going to serve as an incomprehensible source of nourishment to, naturally, incomprehensible entities.
“And another part of you will stand against this situation with all its might. The sorcerers’ revolution is that they refuse to honor agreements in which they did not participate. Nobody ever asked me if I would consent to being eaten by beings of a different kind of awareness.
My parents just brought me into this world to be food, like themselves, and that’s the end of the story.”
Don Juan stood up from his chair and stretched his arms and legs.
“We have been sitting here for hours. It’s time to go into the house. I’m going to eat. Do you want to eat with me?”
I declined. My stomach was in an uproar.
“I think you’d better go to sleep,” he said. “The blitz has devastated you.”
I didn’t need any further coaxing. I collapsed onto my bed, and fell asleep like the dead. When I arrived home, as time went by, the idea of the flyers became one of the main fixations of my life. I got to the point where I felt that don Juan was absolutely right about them. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t discard his logic.
The more I thought about it, and the more I talked to and observed myself, and my fellow men, the more intense the conviction that something was rendering us incapable of any activity or any interaction or any thought that didn’t have the self as its focal point. My concern, as well as the concern of everyone I knew or talked to, was the self. Since I couldn’t find any explanation for such universal homogeneity, I believed that don Juan’s line of thought was the most appropriate way of elucidating the phenomenon.
I went as deeply as I could into readings about myths and legends. In reading, I experienced something I had never felt before: Each of the books I read was an interpretation of myths and legends. In each one of those books, a homogeneous mind was palpable.
The styles differed, but the drive behind the words was homogeneously the same: Even though the theme was something as abstract as myths and legends, the authors always managed to insert statements about themselves. The homogeneous drive behind every one of those books was not the stated theme of the book. Instead, it was self-service. I had never felt this before. I attributed my reaction to don Juan’s influence. The unavoidable question that I posed to myself was: Is he influencing me to see this, or is there really a foreign mind dictating everything we do?
I lapsed, perforce, into denial again, and I went insanely from denial to acceptance to denial. Something in me knew that whatever don Juan was driving at was an energetic fact; but something equally important in me knew that all of that was guff. The end result of my internal struggle was a sense of foreboding; the sense of something imminently dangerous coming at me. I made extensive anthropological inquiries into the subject of the flyers in other cultures, but I couldn’t find any references to them anywhere. Don Juan seemed to be the only source of information about this matter. The next time I saw him, I instantly jumped to talk about the flyers.
I said,

“I have tried my best to be rational about this subject matter, but I can’t. There are moments when I fully agree with you about the predators.”

“Focus your attention on the fleeting shadows that you actually see,” don Juan said with a smile.

I told don Juan that those fleeting shadows were going to be the end of my rational life. I saw them everywhere. Since I had left his house, I was incapable of going to sleep in the dark. To sleep with the lights on did not bother me at all. The moment I turned the lights off, however, everything around me began to jump. I never saw complete figures or shapes. All I saw were fleeting black shadows.
“The flyers’ mind has not left you,” don Juan said. “It has been seriously injured. It’s trying its best to rearrange its relationship with you. But something in you is severed forever. The flyer knows that. The real danger is that the flyers’ mind may win by getting you tired and forcing you to quit by playing the contradiction between what it says and what I say.

“You see, the flyers’ mind has no competitors. When it proposes something, it agrees with its own proposition, and it makes you believe that you’ve done something of worth. The flyers’ mind will say to you that whatever Juan Matus is telling you is pure nonsense, and then the same mind will agree with its own proposition, ‘Yes, of course, it is nonsense,’ you will say. That’s the way they overcome us.

“The flyers are an essential part of the universe, and they must be taken as what they really are; awesome, monstrous. They are the means by which the universe tests us. We are energetic probes created by the universe,” he continued as if he were oblivious to my presence, “and it’s because we are possessors of energy that has awareness that we are the means by which the universe becomes aware of itself.

“The flyers are the implacable challengers. They cannot be taken as anything else. If we succeed in doing that, the universe allows us to continue.”









The Veil has been Lifted

After awakening from a near death experience

03/03/2021 “Look at this picture, can you see that face?” I asked excitedly. “Nope, I see a cloud” He responds annoyingly. “I told you, I don’t see the same things you see.” Errr… I thought. He never even takes the time to actually LOOK at it, he barely even shifts his eyes to catch a 2 second glimpse. If he only knew just how scared and utterly alone I felt right now, I’d like to think he’d try to help me understand what I’m experiencing so I didn’t feel so crazy, but he doesn’t. Matters of fact, he will be the very first person to point out the fact that I am, indeed, off my rocker and he finds sheer joy in taking the opportunity to tell me why I’m crazy and what I need to do in order to free myself from my heavy burden. “You gotta learn to control IT, not let IT control you.’ he clarifies for me, as if I haven’t already thought to try that. I’ve tried ignoring them, I’ve prayed and cleared the space and smudged and blasted “removing negitive energy from your home and subconscious” meditations for the last two months and they are still there, just watching, eyes everywhere. Even if I do manage to succeed in ignoring them for any ammount of time then it’s just because they are allowing me to, because when they want to show me something, when they want my attention, they make sure they get it by any means. If I’m reading somthing on my phone and they want me they will just come dancing through the lines between the sentences that I’m reading! I know when it’s about to happen because the background light on my phone gets real bright suddenly and it’s like a gate raised and here they come! It’s quite amusing actually. They show me the funniest visions sometimes because we are still learning to communicate and I can’t hear them right now, I only visionally see them so they act out the scene like actors performing in a play at school in order to make me understand the messages they are trying to give me. I feel so bad and I’m afraid they will get annoyed with me because even after watching their skit, sometimes I still can’t understand what they are trying to say. They never get frustrated tho, they just continue to act out the scene over and over with different scenarios. One of my favorites is when I’ve been up reading and I’m starting to get tired and I might accidentally nod off and catch myself, they come blasting through and act out the “nite, nite” scene where they play the “tucking your kid in bed at night” scene. That’s when I know they’re telling me to go to bed and get some sleep so I can read and actually comprehend what I’m reading tomorrow. Lol.

I’ve been seeing them for two months now and they have never done anything at all that has scared me or given me the impression that they were negitive energies. The only reason I have for assuming they could be is due to something I am ashamed to even admit… I go against everything I believe in by saying this and I feel horrible for it but the only reason I have for being afraid of them at all is due to the fact that they don’t look like what my mind imagined them to look like and where it’s so different it startles me is all. My entire life my mother taught me not to judge a book by it’s cover because what’s on the inside is what counts and through my “beings” actions they seem to be so loving and sweet but through outward appearance only I get anxiety and fear and that is so wrong of me. I have searched the internet and I have found plenty on the subject and I just want to say to always do your research before jumping to conclusions about things. I am a near death survivor and the veil seperateing the physical world from the spiritual world is very thin on me now and I live on the edge, right in the middle plane of the best of both worlds and I see, in my opinion, what I believe to be spiritual beings and entities and quite possibly extraterrestrial beings as well and I do believe that they are very much almost the exact same thing and I am telling this because the entire world is going through a cosmic shift and many people are beginning to “awaken” and become conscious of their environment and when they do they may see many unbelievable things that are going to cause them to question their sanity as well as everything they have ever been taught about life. I don’t know how so many things have managed to get so twisted and mingled throughout history but it has so if you happen to wake up one day and everything is different and nothing is like you thought it was going to be, DON’T PANIC! Thank God we have google so jump on there and start googling everything you are experiencing and I promise you will start finding answers. Luckily I’m also a tarot reader and our higher selves already know exactly everything we are going to go through and they have answers as well. So meditate, get in touch with your higher self, ask yourself what’s going on and wait, The answers you seek will soon find you. There are also many tarot readers out there and some are fairly priced and they would be eager and more than happy to help you if they are legit and sincere to their life purpose. Don’t fall for the scammers tho that charge out the ass and tell you that you have an evil hex on you that they can break or that you are about to win the lottery because they are FAKE! They can’t see that about you or I would already be rich and they only want your money. Honestly, there are alot of really good tarot readers and astrologists on youtube that would help you and I’ve also seen many on facebook as well. I, myself, read tarot and study Astrology and have been studying Numerology since I was 12 or 13 years old , back when I thought it was just a game found in the back of teen magazines. It turned out that it was not a game and is very much real and very useful and accurate and I believe it is going to become even more useful in days to come. I am by far no pro and there is always more to be learned in this niche but I would gladly help anyone that is confused and needs answers immediately. I still need answers too! Happy Awakening!

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Tarot spreads and questions


Tarot Spreads
February 15, 2021

A List of Tarot Spreads and questions
to help you navigate the proper questions pertaining to the specific area in life you are seeking answers for to visually and vocally articulate the specific questions in order to gain deeper and more meaningful insights to get the most out of your tarot card reading.

1 The simplest of these tarot spreads, we recommend this for a quick diagnosis of the relationship dynamics amongst two people….
THREE CARD RELATIONSHIP SPREAD
1. You – What is your role in this relationship? How do you perceive yourself, and how does that affect your partnership?
2. Lover / Partner – What is their role in the relationship? How do you perceive your partner? And how does that affect the partnership?
3. Dynamics – How would you describe this relationship? What are the characteristics of it?

2 This tarot spread focuses completely on the dynamics between two partners, and analyzes different aspects of your relationship that might be points of contention or unification.
COMPATIBILITY LOVE SPREAD
1. Your wants – What are you looking for in a relationship? What do you need from the relationship to consider it successful?
2. Partner’s wants – What does your partner want in a relationship? What would they need for it to be successful?
3. Differences – In what parts of life do you two find differences? What are possible points of disagreement?
4. Similarities – Where in life do you find similarities? What brings you together?
5. Emotional Compatibility – How compatible are you emotionally?
6. Physical Compatibility – How compatible are you physically? How would you characterize your physical relationship?
7. Mental Compatibility – How compatible are you mentally? Do you find similar things to be intellectually stimulating

3 This is similar to the 3-card love tarot spread, but aims to give more detail on how the relationship has developed over time, and what the direction of your relationship is if it follows its current trajectory. Instead of having a single card in the middle, draw 3 cards from top to bottom in the middle.

5 CARD CROSS SPREAD
Your role – What is your role in your partnership?
Partner’s role – What is your partner’s role?
Past foundation – What was the foundation of your relationship? How did you two come together? What initially united you?
Present status – What is the current state of your relationship? What dynamics are currently in place?
Looming future – Where is this relationship going? What kind of feelings / partnership can you expect to develop together

4 DREAM SPREAD
This 5 card tarot spread is one of the most effective spreads for getting as much insight as possible into your dreams while still keeping the number of cards at a reasonable number. There are other spreads that use fewer cards or more cards, but a five card spread is a good middle ground, especially if you’re a tarot beginner. This spread will focus on what is at the core of your dreams, and the message that it is trying to convey to you.

The 5 card DREAM tarot spread is as follows:

Past Event – What is the background or context for this dream? What recently happened that made this dream come up?
Dream Theme – What is this dream focusing on? Is it a warning? Is it encouragement?
Waking Life Block – What prevents you from addressing the dream’s message in your waking life?
Message – What is the dream trying to tell you? What advice is being offered?
Lesson – What can you learn from this dream? What can you do better? What can you do to address the dream in waking life


5 Finding New Love Tarot Spreads, we’re looking at that exploratory phase of love, which can be both incredibly exciting and stressful. Our dating lives are getting ever more complex, even as our options to meet new people seem to multiply every day. And arguably it makes it that much harder to find someone that we truly connect with. The decisions on who we take with us for the long haul seem to sometimes be so out of reach.

Are You Ready for Love Tarot Spread
Are you ready for new love tarot spread – 6 card tarot spread for new relationships and self insight..

One of the most tempting things to do when we leave one relationship is to jump immediately to another. I’ve also met enough people in my lifetime that were terrified of being alone (an understandable fear!), leading them to lives of serial monogamy. While everyone’s situation is unique, I did sometimes wonder whether this was a healthy attitude to take.

It’s important for us to feel whole before we meet someone, not enter a relationship in order to feel complete. You cannot have a healthy relationship with another without having a healthy relationship with yourself. Thus, I feel like doing a reading of this sort is incredibly important to understand that nexus around which a healthy relationship evolves. This spread was created to give you that approach while simultaneously focusing on how it affects your romantic life.

ARE YOU READY FOR LOVE?

What you want in love – What does it mean to you? Why are you searching for it? What is your ideal kind of love?
What you learnt from love – What lesson did you take away from your prior relationships? How did past experiences in love give you more wisdom?
What holds you back from love – What must you accomplish before love comes to you? Before it holds true?
Readiness of your heart – Is your heart ready? Does it still belong to another?
Readiness of your mind – Is your mind ready? What objections does it bring? Does it fear being hurt again?
Readiness of your spirit – Is your spirit ready? How does your higher self respond to love?


Finding Love Relationship Tarot Spread
Finding new love tarot spread – 5 card tarot spread for new relationships and self insight.! There’s something so fun about imagining what a new kind of love can look like, and what we can bring to it. This spread was meant to help you think through those possibilities – maybe even in places where you might have not thought about. One thing I should probably note here – I don’t believe in telling the future with tarot. To me, this spread is all about bringing you a new vision of what your future loves could be like. That perspective is powerful, and is enough to help your search and open your eyes to what may already be in front of you..

FINDING LOVE

Your readiness – A bit of a summary of the last reading. When this love comes, will you be ready to face it? Or will you be surprised by it?
Lover’s characteristics – What will they be like? What are their most striking features?
How you will meet – In what circumstances will you meet your new lover?
Characteristics of relationship – What is the dynamic of this relationship? How do you connect?
5. Potential of relationship – Where is this relationship going? What can it look like?


WHAT WENT WRONG SPREAD..
YOUR part of the problem.
Partners part of the problem.
What you can do.
What your partner can do.
Other influences that might be affecting the relationship
Can it be saved?
Is it worth saving?


STAY OR GO SPREAD

Current state of relationship
Why stay. What drew you together in the first place?
Why go? What is lacking that would fulfill you
How I’ll feel staying
How I’ll feel going
Overall advise, What to examine to help you make your final decision/ what principal’s will guide your choice in staying or leaving.


This is just a few spreads and questions among many others out there to maybe aid you in accurately phrasing your questions to the tarot because the way we phrase the questions really does determine what kind of answer we will receive. If
More to come. LOVE, CHERRY MOON

Unhealed

February 05, 2021

What’s left of the love that felt so right?
Shadows cast upon the bed where we used to sleep at night
I never thought I’d be without you here,
Grief comes so naturally, no second chance, living what I most feared.
Everytime I close my eyes I see your face, future plans are laid to rest, memories replace.
Dreams we shared shattered like a glass upon the ground,
Waking with an emptiness, I reach for you but you’re no where around.
Looking in the mirror I don’t know who I see
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be, when you were here by me. Missing you gets no easier, even after a year , it’s still killing me Baby. CherryMoon

2021 The Great Reset

Being carried up to heaven in the clouds

Here we are as a collective silently sitting here, pondering upon our lives, waiting, holding our breath and wondering when it will be our time, when will we catch the “virus” that’s claimed the lives of over a million people just like us?

Am I next? My mind is going 100 mph in this sleep deprivated zombie like trance. I look over at my daughter, she’s only 11 years old and hasn’t even gotten the chance to even start living her once bright, hope filled life. She catches my stare so I shoot her an optimistic smile. The light that once shined so brightly in her big innocent doe eyes is gone now, I noticed. In its place sets fear. Fear of the unknown, fear from having to go to public school everyday. Fear from losing her grandmother to the virus just 3 months before. Now it’s fear because her daddy has developed a horrific cough and he isn’t breathing very well. She googled the symptoms as soon as she heard the cough and sure enough they are symptoms of covid 19.

I just buried my best friend/ life partner last January 25, 2020 and Pete had me come back here so we could raise our kids together as a team. We broke up for 3 years but still remained close friends and he took care of me as I was healing from the accident that took my partners life. Then Covid hit and took my grandmother in August. I couldn’t even bring myself to go to the funeral. Too many bad memories around that subject. I buried my mother and brother in 2010 and was still healing so funerals are a trigger for me.

I’ve noticed a slight cough that I have and Pete still isn’t getting any better but refuses to see the Dr. Out of fear that they will quarantine us by ourselves then might come in and kill us as a population control technique. What do I tell my kids if their daddy dies? Who will care for them if I die too? The things that go on inside your head in 2020 and 2021. The universal year number 5 which stands for chaos and change. The 5 of cups in tarots definition is you had 5 cups and two turned over and even tho you still have 3 cups left you can’t see them because you’re grieving the 2 cups you lost. Loss and grief, losing half of what you have. Yea that’s our universal year. Expect the unexpected. Last year was a 4 year, which should’ve stood for stability and structure, I would’ve thought, but I was wrong. It was more like shaking the structure, or tearing down the unstable structure. But the 5 year, I know, is about chaos and change because I am a life path 5 and that’s what my entire life has been.

I finally got him to go to the Dr and after 5 hours waiting in a room we finally find out that the çovid19 test came back negative and he has “a touch of pneumonia”. We need to thank the heavens because it could have very easily been a much worse outcome. Being that worried and that close to a fatal illness really makes you realize just how dangerous this epidemic is and how everyone needs to take it more seriously and wear your mask if you must go out in public and if it’s not a nessessity then please stay home until this is under control so you don’t have to face the anxiety of wondering if this is your last few days on Earth.

I lost it

January 19, 2021

Maybe I’ve lost it. Maybe it’s all in my head, maybe it’s all just a figment of my imagination, I’ll wake in the morning and you won’t be dead.

I keep living, going through the motions trying not to think, didn’t deal with my problems, and now I’ve pushed myself to the edge, to the brink.

Don’t fight the feelings, staying trapped in my own personal hell, wanna please everybody but no one stops to think that maybe, I might need some help.

Smile pretty for the picture, strength sure suits me well. Cover up the truth, I’m no longer here, you’re all just looking at
the shell.

Because I died, on the same night, that God took you home, I never came through, they couldn’t wake me up and I’m not stuck here all alone. This can’t be true this has got to be wrong, cause without you I can’t go on, I’m not the same with anyone else, how could you leave me to myself?

Yeah, I think I’ve lost it. Look at the clouds it’s the end of time… I’m gonna wake up from this nightmare and you’ll still be mine. CherryMoon for Jay

Armageddon is almost here

Since January 1, 2021 very strange things have been happening to me. I keep seeing all kinds of different humunoid/ spirit type things in the sky. Today I saw this, I turned the background green so everyone could see it better and on January 1 2021 I saw ” Judgement day is here” written in the shapes on the clouds and they were florescent orange and black. I really hope that I am wrong because I haven’t always had the strongest faith, but I repent and ask for forgiveness of my wrongdoings and lack of faith because my life has been pretty chaotic for some time, but even tho I questioned my beliefs I believed in karma and I never did anything really bad, persay. I have always been good to people because I always put myself in their shoes and did what I’d hope someone would do for me in return if I needed self. I was just a bit self destructive and I hurt myself more than anything.

Now, tho, I am a believer for sure. I don’t know what exactly happens in the afterlife but I do know that we are answering to someone most definitely! I just truly pray for the whole world with all my heart because so many are lost. Alot of us have been dealt raw hands and feel there can’t be anyone up there watching out for us after all that we’ve endured, but the truth is, there is sombody, and all that we have been through has been nothing but a test. A test to see how pure our hearts really are. If we can survive abuse, rape, neglect, drug addiction, burying every person we have ever loved, losing everything we have, yet still be a kind person with a gentle soul and love for humanity still in our hearts, then we pass that test. We pass the test and we will be blessed in the afterlife. I truly do believe this. So with this day and time and with everything being so chaotic and unpredictable, just pray that everything turns out for the best of our higher good as a collective and as individuals. It never hurts to pray and seek forgiveness, if we are wrong then so what? What did praying hurt? But if we are right, wouldn’t it be better safe than sorry? Love and Light to everyone and may God be with us all!

Kalimba guardian angel

It gets real

January 1st 2021 was a life changing day to say the least. It started out as an average day just like any other as a milder winter day, not too cold, with an amazingly beautiful lit up orange sky. It was breath taking and reminded you how blessed you were to be alive. The clouds were so big and puffy and looked as if they were a completely different realm from the silver lined grey’s resting along the orange backdrop. I had to get a pic.

I happen to notice that they were letter shaped clouds, so with my curious mind I snapped a few pics and when I got home to review them I was intrigued! I looked at these pictures of the sky and clouds for a good 2 hours if not more, I turned my phone sideways and upside down to examine them being that I’m a tarot reader, bound and determined to crack this code.

So as I did you could probably imagine the shock I felt when I spotted the word “fly”. I thought “W.T.F??” What is going on here? I twisted and turned my phone, I turned rotate screen off. I studied like never before and it was like something was guiding me and telling what I needed to do. “Metaphysical” I thought, Turn the phone at a steady pace in circles in the palm of your hand and look at one spot like a labrynthe circle walk. “How did I know what that was?” I thought. Well it worked.

As I rotated that phone one letter at a time popped up like magic. I don’t know why or how or what it means but I’m here to tell you all, Get ready. Repent, apologize and get your hearts right spiritually because things have gotten real strange since January 1st 2021. It’s been 11 days and more things have occured in my life to the point where I’m starting to question my sanity. Basically those clouds said that Judgement day is here. Do with this information as you wish but I will tell you this, I was struggling with my Faith, I have endured alot of loss and struggles in my life and I was beginning to think I had been forgotten. I saw this message along with a huge cross in the middle of the sky and my faith is renewed! I am freaked out and scared to death! God is angry because there is so much crime and evil in the world and his children are dieing for worthless reasons. People are hurting and grieving and the entire world has a blind fold over there eyes. All anyone had to do was simply look up and pay attention instead of walking around looking at their phones and they would have seen. Two days later I found the nerve to go out again and it was still there! I’m afraid because I didn’t want to be around to see judgement day! I had hoped I would be long gone from this world when it happened but I have a sneaking suspecion that I will be witnessing it first hand along with everyone else.

I am not writing this to scare anyone but I pondered upon even saying anything anything at all for 11 days and I decided that it was the right thing to do. Since then I am also seeing spirits in my home and they do not look the way we were raised to believe they look. At least not for me personally, I was expecting a human looking figure with angel wings but I am seeing hindu deities in my house. I don’t know what all of this means and I am freaked out but I’m not afraid of them, I don’t sense anything evil from them, I just didn’t expect them to look this way. They are only about a foot tall as well As the message in the clouds said, “Gather your families and pray and take care of each other”. Please, love each other and get your hearts right because judging from what I saw in those clouds… Revelations were 100% real and not just a fairytale to make us all behave! Jesus is coming for his children.

New poem

Star Grievance Soul Healing
No Shoulder to Lean On
January 11, 2021



The Strong One Stands alone
She was available way too often, there anytime they called. The shoulder the whole world leaned on but when she broke down she found herself alone. .
A burden the whole world cast aside, her feelings were never justified. Drowning in their egotistical pride, no one cared how much an angel cried.
A broken heart and loneliness erased her pretty smile, she’d forgotten how it felt to love, it had been such a while Her tender heart turned into stone until one night Jesus finally had enough and called that angel home.
She’d forgotten where she came from and at first she was afraid, Jesus took her by the hand and they bowed their heads and prayed. She opened up her eyes again and a smile covered her face. Her cup was overflowing and she sighed a long awaited release, She was finally home with her loved ones and for the first time all she felt inside was peace. At home with my beloved, the only ones who ever truly cared for me. .


Cherry moon635

I am the queen of pentacles

Birthday tarot cards

The Queen of pentacles, that is me. The down to earth motherly figure who guides and teaches her children and pupils by telling them NOT what to do, but by explaining to them what she did that DID NOT WORK. She has experienced life’s ups and downs, she has treaded waters in which angels would not dare to tread. She has taken the wrong path too many times to mention, but she has faced her demons and she has fought tooth and nail to get back on the right path. She has loved and she has lost, she has had plenty and she has had none. She has been humbled by life’s rich dark chocolate experiences and she cherishes every single hard earned creature comfort and relationship she has fought so hard to maintain. She knows life is a gift and it is fragile. She has looked death straight in the eye, but like the sphinx she rose from the ashes, from the deep dark abyss of despair and she won that battle! She transformed herself into the strong, beautiful, loving, appreciative moon goddess that she is today. She knows that she is blessed by the stars beyond comparison, beyond anything she ever felt worthy of, but she loves herself now, she might not have before but now she knows who she is. She learned that you must love and respect yourself first before anyone else can and she demands love and respect from others in return. She will not tolerate disrespect. She is not ashamed. She wears her heart on her sleeve and is an open book for anyone to read. She hides nothing from anyone and encourages you to ask her questions so that you might learn her history and see how she transformed darkness into light and rose above her challenges and tragedies and she is still kind and loving and manages to smile and laugh after all she has been through. She’s a little guarded but never hard, she is kind but she is not weak by far. She is generous yet streetsmart so don’t try to take advantage of her. She wears her battle scars like trophies to show that she has won, she survived. She will not let life break her and she will show you the way out of your darkness. She is strong, she is the Queen of Pentacles and she is I. Cherry Moon