03/03/2021 “Look at this picture, can you see that face?” I asked excitedly. “Nope, I see a cloud” He responds annoyingly. “I told you, I don’t see the same things you see.” Errr… I thought. He never even takes the time to actually LOOK at it, he barely even shifts his eyes to catch a 2 second glimpse. If he only knew just how scared and utterly alone I felt right now, I’d like to think he’d try to help me understand what I’m experiencing so I didn’t feel so crazy, but he doesn’t. Matters of fact, he will be the very first person to point out the fact that I am, indeed, off my rocker and he finds sheer joy in taking the opportunity to tell me why I’m crazy and what I need to do in order to free myself from my heavy burden. “You gotta learn to control IT, not let IT control you.’ he clarifies for me, as if I haven’t already thought to try that. I’ve tried ignoring them, I’ve prayed and cleared the space and smudged and blasted “removing negitive energy from your home and subconscious” meditations for the last two months and they are still there, just watching, eyes everywhere. Even if I do manage to succeed in ignoring them for any ammount of time then it’s just because they are allowing me to, because when they want to show me something, when they want my attention, they make sure they get it by any means. If I’m reading somthing on my phone and they want me they will just come dancing through the lines between the sentences that I’m reading! I know when it’s about to happen because the background light on my phone gets real bright suddenly and it’s like a gate raised and here they come! It’s quite amusing actually. They show me the funniest visions sometimes because we are still learning to communicate and I can’t hear them right now, I only visionally see them so they act out the scene like actors performing in a play at school in order to make me understand the messages they are trying to give me. I feel so bad and I’m afraid they will get annoyed with me because even after watching their skit, sometimes I still can’t understand what they are trying to say. They never get frustrated tho, they just continue to act out the scene over and over with different scenarios. One of my favorites is when I’ve been up reading and I’m starting to get tired and I might accidentally nod off and catch myself, they come blasting through and act out the “nite, nite” scene where they play the “tucking your kid in bed at night” scene. That’s when I know they’re telling me to go to bed and get some sleep so I can read and actually comprehend what I’m reading tomorrow. Lol.
I’ve been seeing them for two months now and they have never done anything at all that has scared me or given me the impression that they were negitive energies. The only reason I have for assuming they could be is due to something I am ashamed to even admit… I go against everything I believe in by saying this and I feel horrible for it but the only reason I have for being afraid of them at all is due to the fact that they don’t look like what my mind imagined them to look like and where it’s so different it startles me is all. My entire life my mother taught me not to judge a book by it’s cover because what’s on the inside is what counts and through my “beings” actions they seem to be so loving and sweet but through outward appearance only I get anxiety and fear and that is so wrong of me. I have searched the internet and I have found plenty on the subject and I just want to say to always do your research before jumping to conclusions about things. I am a near death survivor and the veil seperateing the physical world from the spiritual world is very thin on me now and I live on the edge, right in the middle plane of the best of both worlds and I see, in my opinion, what I believe to be spiritual beings and entities and quite possibly extraterrestrial beings as well and I do believe that they are very much almost the exact same thing and I am telling this because the entire world is going through a cosmic shift and many people are beginning to “awaken” and become conscious of their environment and when they do they may see many unbelievable things that are going to cause them to question their sanity as well as everything they have ever been taught about life. I don’t know how so many things have managed to get so twisted and mingled throughout history but it has so if you happen to wake up one day and everything is different and nothing is like you thought it was going to be, DON’T PANIC! Thank God we have google so jump on there and start googling everything you are experiencing and I promise you will start finding answers. Luckily I’m also a tarot reader and our higher selves already know exactly everything we are going to go through and they have answers as well. So meditate, get in touch with your higher self, ask yourself what’s going on and wait, The answers you seek will soon find you. There are also many tarot readers out there and some are fairly priced and they would be eager and more than happy to help you if they are legit and sincere to their life purpose. Don’t fall for the scammers tho that charge out the ass and tell you that you have an evil hex on you that they can break or that you are about to win the lottery because they are FAKE! They can’t see that about you or I would already be rich and they only want your money. Honestly, there are alot of really good tarot readers and astrologists on youtube that would help you and I’ve also seen many on facebook as well. I, myself, read tarot and study Astrology and have been studying Numerology since I was 12 or 13 years old , back when I thought it was just a game found in the back of teen magazines. It turned out that it was not a game and is very much real and very useful and accurate and I believe it is going to become even more useful in days to come. I am by far no pro and there is always more to be learned in this niche but I would gladly help anyone that is confused and needs answers immediately. I still need answers too! Happy Awakening!
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