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Unhealed

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February 05, 2021

What’s left of the love that felt so right?
Shadows cast upon the bed where we used to sleep at night
I never thought I’d be without you here,
Grief comes so naturally, no second chance, living what I most feared.
Everytime I close my eyes I see your face, future plans are laid to rest, memories replace.
Dreams we shared shattered like a glass upon the ground,
Waking with an emptiness, I reach for you but you’re no where around.
Looking in the mirror I don’t know who I see
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be, when you were here by me. Missing you gets no easier, even after a year , it’s still killing me Baby. CherryMoon

I lost it

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January 19, 2021

Maybe I’ve lost it. Maybe it’s all in my head, maybe it’s all just a figment of my imagination, I’ll wake in the morning and you won’t be dead.

I keep living, going through the motions trying not to think, didn’t deal with my problems, and now I’ve pushed myself to the edge, to the brink.

Don’t fight the feelings, staying trapped in my own personal hell, wanna please everybody but no one stops to think that maybe, I might need some help.

Smile pretty for the picture, strength sure suits me well. Cover up the truth, I’m no longer here, you’re all just looking at
the shell.

Because I died, on the same night, that God took you home, I never came through, they couldn’t wake me up and I’m not stuck here all alone. This can’t be true this has got to be wrong, cause without you I can’t go on, I’m not the same with anyone else, how could you leave me to myself?

Yeah, I think I’ve lost it. Look at the clouds it’s the end of time… I’m gonna wake up from this nightmare and you’ll still be mine. CherryMoon for Jay