
January 19, 2021
Maybe I’ve lost it. Maybe it’s all in my head, maybe it’s all just a figment of my imagination, I’ll wake in the morning and you won’t be dead.
I keep living, going through the motions trying not to think, didn’t deal with my problems, and now I’ve pushed myself to the edge, to the brink.
Don’t fight the feelings, staying trapped in my own personal hell, wanna please everybody but no one stops to think that maybe, I might need some help.
Smile pretty for the picture, strength sure suits me well. Cover up the truth, I’m no longer here, you’re all just looking at
the shell.
Because I died, on the same night, that God took you home, I never came through, they couldn’t wake me up and I’m not stuck here all alone. This can’t be true this has got to be wrong, cause without you I can’t go on, I’m not the same with anyone else, how could you leave me to myself?
Yeah, I think I’ve lost it. Look at the clouds it’s the end of time… I’m gonna wake up from this nightmare and you’ll still be mine. CherryMoon for Jay

